Bahut yaad aa rahi thi aaj, why felt so sad today I don't know but itna mann ka raha tha awaz sunne kaa. Itna mann kiya ek message kardu, but number ko whatsapp par dalke dekhta raha. Itna kyun yaad aata hai mereko nahi samjh aaa. Itna toh dur ho gaya hon aur kya karu. Mereko pata hai u don't feel anything and I respect that, main hi pagal hoon bass. Its been more than 2 years since your last message par aaj laga ek message ayega pata nahi kyun. Aur kya karumain.
Aisa bhi hota hai kisi ke liye khush bhi raho usse shikayat bhi ho. Par shikayat kisse. Joh hai hi nahi. 3 saal ho gyae fucking every night tumhaa chehra naa dekhu toh neend ab bhi nahi aati hai. Ab bhi kisi raat aankhon se yaad girti hai. Ab bhi subha kaa phela naam tumahara kyun aata hai dimag mein bina soche. Tumse baat band kar di itna dur ho gaya. Call karu toh tumhari 2 minute awaz sunkar hi kum sukoon milta. Kyun ab bhi. Bass khush ho tum sochkar khud ko rokh leta hoon. aki dubara tumare rone ki wajah naa banu. AUr kya karu bass khush tumhe dekhkar dur h jaa hoon. Mujhe pata hai tum bhul jaogi, maybe bass oh mera call hi tumhe meri yaad dilata hia. Woh bhi band ho jayega. Kyun bura bhi lagta hai ki bhul jaogi tum mujhe. Bass ek buri yaad banke reh jaunga main tumhare liye joh dheere dheere gayab ho chuki hai.
Kash ek baar bulati tum bass yahi reh jayega par woh gam bhi mera hoga sirf, tumhe woh nii satayega.Pata nahi konsa word sahi likha hai konsa galat, konsa tum padne hi aaogi ab. Ab yeh jagah bhi bass meri yaad hai shayad. Chahta toh ain yahi tha naa ki khush ho jao tum mere bina bhul jao meri buri yaadien. Ab jab ho gya hai woh kun dard hota hai mujhko, kyu . Pata nahi tumhari yaadien hai bass aur unke saath mein. Kabhi kabhi mann karta hai cheeku chilau tumahara naam shayd tum yaad karlo.
Chalo chalta hoon main, ab toh yeh blog hai tumari meri yaadon ki nishani aur main. Lagta hai iske saath sounga aaj kal aur roz jaise kar raha hoon 3 saal se. Kitna mann karta hai jab call karta hoon kabhi bolo tum rukh jao thodi aur baat karlo, par sach toh yahi hai aisa kabhi hoga naho aur shyad jab main karna band kar dunga tumara nahi aayea I know this, bura lagta hai but tum khush ho naa toh tab sahi hai..
